Romanticizing

Am I romanticizing it?

Being blinded by love?

All of his flaws

Seem like none at all

Nothing seems to bother me

But that’s not my typical forte

I magnify and pick apart

Wanting the best fearing the worst

You’re not practiced in sex

I’m a sexual prowess

Can you handle this power

Will you unleash the desire?

I see a future

Clouded is the past

But is it just a daydreamers fantasy

Like all the rest?

I don’t want to like you

But I already do

It’s scary this feeling

Will I fuck this up too?

What is it I want?

You came out of the blue

Simple strong country man

Nothing like what I thought I’d be attracted to

But I want it so bad

That’s the damn truth

Be it blinded or seen

Does it make it less true?

But is he not stoic

And simply boring?

Do I need the drama

To fill the lonely?

Is he deep as a well

Or shallow underneath?

So much more I need to know

Before getting ahead of myself

Or do I go with the feelings

The intuition down below?

The way he touches me and cuddles my body

Reaches right into my soul