I’m failing him. My son. Everything on my shoulders. Trying to hold it all up and together and escape with my beer and smoke. Disengaged...

I’m never alone I talk to myself endlessly My company Men who I’ve seen The ones I know of But don’t know so well I can make them be...

I don’t feel myself today I woke up late Couldn’t take a shower But I washed my face Threw on some clothes Lined my lashes Fed my cat...

He pursues me I keep him at bay He tries harder Eventually I cave I start to fall He pulls his arms away I’m down on the ground He walks...

I’m the worst you’ve ever had Because I’m the best you’ve ever gotten You can’t have the sweetness without the rotten To experience me Is...

Nothing is real Anymore Believing has lost It’s magic Reality bites Isn’t just a movie Watching earth slowly die Idiocracy is life

If the words don’t come He isn’t worth my while I need someone who’s a muse To spark and inspire Words don’t always flow easy And neither...

Am I romanticizing it? Being blinded by love? All of his flaws Seem like none at all Nothing seems to bother me But that’s not my typical...

••• You needed someone free Not tied down like me Although I’m stuck My soul still wanders Nothing to prove Just trying to be Making the...

The life death life cycle That’s what wild women believe. If you believe death is the end what’s the point in living? There is no end...

••• I make mistakes I learn from them I make them again The lessons get harder I‘ve never felt so insecure disconnected lips so dry child...

WOW. What a crazy time it’s been since the lockdown and quarantine. I have been going through so many ups and downs since then. The...

I guess it doesn’t matter What color the string is I was a fool to think It could’ve saved this Fraying thing

I post a picture With my bare words And no one pays any mind I post a picture With my bare ass And everyone comes out Of the woodwork...

This quarantine is driving me mad I can’t keep track In control but mostly not I feel ugly I feel fat I dream of bloodbaths A man shot...

Being human is so weird Watching one strand of hair Stuck yet dancing In a plastic bin and Man made waterfall Falls down my skin Made of...