Expensive Illusion
I’m failing him. My son. Everything on my shoulders. Trying to hold it all up and together and escape with my beer and smoke. Disengaged...
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August at Midnight
I’m never alone I talk to myself endlessly My company Men who I’ve seen The ones I know of But don’t know so well I can make them be...
And Then the Blood Comes
I don’t feel myself today I woke up late Couldn’t take a shower But I washed my face Threw on some clothes Lined my lashes Fed my cat...
It’s Complicated
He pursues me I keep him at bay He tries harder Eventually I cave I start to fall He pulls his arms away I’m down on the ground He walks...
I’m
I’m the worst you’ve ever had Because I’m the best you’ve ever gotten You can’t have the sweetness without the rotten To experience me Is...
Civilization Ain’t Very Civilized
Humans are disgusting Including myself We’ve ruined so much I don’t know where to start We’re not advanced We’re not well mannered We’re...
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Nothing is real Anymore Believing has lost It’s magic Reality bites Isn’t just a movie Watching earth slowly die Idiocracy is life
Cumming Words
If the words don’t come He isn’t worth my while I need someone who’s a muse To spark and inspire Words don’t always flow easy And neither...
Romanticizing
Am I romanticizing it? Being blinded by love? All of his flaws Seem like none at all Nothing seems to bother me But that’s not my typical...
Two Pitiful Poems
••• You needed someone free Not tied down like me Although I’m stuck My soul still wanders Nothing to prove Just trying to be Making the...
Death Is The Mother Who Gives Us Life
The life death life cycle That’s what wild women believe. If you believe death is the end what’s the point in living? There is no end...
A random days poems
••• I make mistakes I learn from them I make them again The lessons get harder I‘ve never felt so insecure disconnected lips so dry child...
He Brings Me Sunflowers
Like a sunflower I turn towards your heat Brightening my yellow petals Dew drips like honey
Quarantime
I was depressed I got a bit better I went outside on the sunny days I stayed in and read on the gloomy ones I began intermittent fasting...
Wordless like the other girls
I post a picture With my bare words And no one pays any mind I post a picture With my bare ass And everyone comes out Of the woodwork...
(What Where Who) am i?
This quarantine is driving me mad I can’t keep track In control but mostly not I feel ugly I feel fat I dream of bloodbaths A man shot...
•U N C E R T A I N T Y•
I had to go to a church today To get food for me and my son Because I have no money Because I’m doing my part Or thats what they’re...
What is human?
Being human is so weird Watching one strand of hair Stuck yet dancing In a plastic bin and Man made waterfall Falls down my skin Made of...
Blind One’s Duality
I want to feel the lowest of lows So I can feel the highest of highs I don’t want to live a monotone life Barely a ripple Give me a...
This: one day
This time of year is the hardest The transition from winter to spring Because I’m over the cold and the grey I want sunshine and water...
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